What is this????

This page is mostly intended as a resource to quickly pull up for pronouns, proxies, or whatever but also for people to get a quick introduction for what we're all like. It's also probably poorly made! We hardly know any html but we figured out how to scrape this together. Thank you Sadness

For the sake of brevity, privacy, and simply due to the fact that anything here is subject to change, there is plenty missing information. If you would like to fill in those gaps yourself, feel free to chat.

Okay, but what even is a system?

Oooo, what a question! We might not be particulary well equiped to answer it, but we'll try. First of all, there's this terrible thing called CPTSD (Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). It differs from PTSD in that "the trauma" usually occurs very early in life and that it lasts for a much longer amount of time. That means child abuse btw, sometimes up to the point where their brain thinks "I can't do this alone," so the brain will literally make more people, more personalities, to help carry the load. That, in painfully reductive terms, is DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder).

A system is just a body with multiple inhabitants (which isn't always formed by trauma like the above paragraph, but usually is). The ways systems work vary so fucking much between them, so it's hard to make generalized statements beyond what we already have. We could go into detail about how our system works, but we don't even know. It's always changing. Anyway, here are some resources we've found helpful.

https://tulpa.io/terminologies

http://healthymultiplicity.com/

https://www.alt-h.net/educate/glossary.php

Stay safe! Love you!

I keep seeing the word "Noctive." what does that mean?

It's for headmates who originate from dreams. Which has happened a lot and there didn't seem to be a word for it so we made our own.

As in "fictive" but with the root for night, to suggest they originate from the night. We also considered bathoject, oneiroject, and phantive but we like the sound of noctive best.

System Members: 37 (waow)

Use (it/they) if unsure!!!!

Hazel Bubby

Pepper Bubby

    a dangerous cat with one eye open at a time

    🩸 (she/they)

    Split (Hazel), Protector

    Cat, Vampire

    Very dangerous cat. Watch your neck \Φ /

    I protect the body and everyone in it but most of the time i'm just laying around on Autumn or whoever else, waiting. pic is outdated btw

    I try to act all cool and mysterious and dangerous but I've been really outclassed on all fronts. fundimentally, my identity must change, and I'm excited to see where I go.

    Likes/Interests: biting, setting things on fire, moving around, loud music, sleeping on laps

Haiden Caylen

    desc

    💉 (they/it/she)

    Noctive, Memory Holder

    Chimaera

    The bunny chimaera of your dreams~

    Feathered Biped

    Likes/Interests: Going "uweh whu whe uwhe" and "hop hop hop", Language, Haikus :x

Cream

    desc

    🍦 (they/he/she)

    Noctive, Caretaker

    Imp

    You won't ever see me fronting or talking but I'm around all the time. I take care of and keep track of everyone else.

    I have these cool tentacles like Reggie the rat. If you know who that is, my tentacles are coming to get you. Unless you like them, then my tentacles are staying a respectable distance away from you.

    Likes/Interests: Plants, my corner =v=

Poppy

    desc

    🐍 (she/they)

    Noctive

    Lamia

    this snake has super armor

    i wanna play a fighting game aaaaaa!! is it too late to get into Strive? have they fixed how terrible it is to find games yet??? should I play melee???????

    Likes/Interests: drawing cute things like my little plushie, fighting games, squishing with my big tail, bathing

    Active: Sometimes

Marine

    desc

    🫐 🥞 (it/doll)

    Noctive, Memory Holder

    Plushie, Doll

    In case it doesn't show up, the first proxy is the blueberry emoji. Blueberries are very yummy.

    pancakes > waffles :)

    you shoul,d try this pancake recipe,, it was vwwy yummy ><

    Likes/Interests: Cooking, Eating Blueberries (muncmunchmunch), getting squished awawawa, poppycock

    Active: Sometimes

Seashell Caylen

    desc

    🎊 (fluff/she/they)

    Split from Haiden, Little

    Chimaera

    you should play puyo puyo! its very cute. My proxy is popping like a puyo!

    flap flap flap flap (me flying away into the sun, goodbye)

    Likes/Interests: Puyo Puyo, Amitie!!!!!!

    Active: Very Infrequently (asleep)

Pia

    desc

    ♨ (she/her)

    Fictive

    Mermaid, Bath

    plish plash la la la~! I'm from Rune Factory 2 ^ ^ (...they made a third one?!)

    proxy is a hot springs sign!! la la la la!

    RUNE FACTORY 3 SPECIAL AAAAAAAAAA LOOK!! THERE I AM :) soon.

    Likes/Interests: Baths! Woolykins,, Girls, Kissing Fluffy Girls

    Active: Every now and then

Winter Bubby

    desc

    💤 (moon + any)

    Noctive, Host

    Cat, Juneling 🪞

    chilled tf out cat and budding cultist

    ❌ 👁 🦋 ✨

    Hazel's big sister, silly kitty.

    Likes/Interests: JUNE, my blanket, MY spot on the couch, lap cats

Cassia

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    ❄ (she/they/snow)

    Autoject, Little

    Snow Leopard

    AKA: Acacia

    I'm a little snow leopard! Yeah!

    Rivals of Aether oc turned headmate (how??) We were working on a Rivals mod with the goal of getting it done in 2 months but we couldn't work on it for half of that time, for whatever reason. By the time we wanted it done, we lost a lot of motivation so I'm here now as a constant reminder of an unfinished project :3

    We have been working on a new mod, and it uses me as a base so it'll be like I finally made it into rivals in spirit!

    I look up to None a lot, umm. I want to keep spending time with them.

    Likes/Interests: Pokemon, playing in the snowww, Hot Chocolate mrrrereow

    Active: When u least expect it HACHA!!!

None

    desc

    🔥 (they/she/void)

    Little? Autoject

    Tiefling

    kill fascists

    I'm from an old dnd campaign that never really got very far

    I like Cassia a lot, she's really cool.

    Likes/Interests: fire, arson, burning things, pranking the 1%, alchemy, making things with alchemy or otherwise with the express intent of burning them

    Active: Very Infrequently

Erica

- Cat Ipsum -

Rub my belly hiss swipe at owner's legs sniff catnip and act crazy growl at dogs in my sleep sit on the laptop for hiss at vacuum cleaner i like to spend my days sleeping and eating fishes that my human fished for me.

Head nudges eat my own ears. Hey! you there, with the hands why can't i catch that stupid red dot, shed everywhere shed everywhere stretching attack your ankles chase the red dot, hairball run catnip eat the grass sniff, or roll over and sun my belly curl up and sleep on the freshly laundered towels.